Your absence has taken root
in my body, as an apple tree
might, or a dry creek bed
waiting for rain. Certainly
this rooting is a growing
thing, not a stone, perennial,
without a name in the books
you’ve read to me. I don’t
mind it so much anymore.
Moonlight in your fur, paws
furiously burying bones,
the mysterious sounds
you would make in the dark,
the weight of you moving
rafter to rafter. Look closer.
Ben Clark grew up in rural Nebraska and now lives in Chicago, where he writes and works as an editor for Muzzle Magazine. His first book, Reasons To Leave The Slaughter, was released by Write Bloody Publishing in 2011. In 2015, his second collection, if you turn around I will turn around , was published by Thoughtcrime Press. This poem was written during a residency at the wonderful Art Farm Nebraska. For more information and links to his work: benclarkpoetry.com and thoughtcrimepress.com