i’m burning up in the dark but can’t take the dark off
bodiless nights fragment and drape, kingdom-
of-shawl, muscle flexed with what others forgot
the machine of the world, a hunger slouched toward half-full at best
please spare me—i didn’t mean to be this kind of animal
the world outside is asking so i swallow each golden dull
of other people’s need and i love you and i can’t stop consoling you
did i do it right? when i needle a little steady to my lapel, if i pin
the this is not me version of me, all that binds is still just wish
thirst, a pool of stars before they grip
how do i unthread the threats? a body laced, counting commas
of what, i’ve said, of what, i’ve failed, of what, i’ve failed to say
i can count on ahead of here i won’t be any kind of breathing
and neither will you—skull-spiral, bright-breath, spare me, still
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